Author Archives: Mai Lee Lor

December 29, 2012 Dear Baby, There is much to share with you. There is much to do and teach you. I was once told, that having a child would be as slim as winning the lottery. I believed it. I believed it because for a long time, nothing would happen. I wouldn’t get pregnant. IContinue reading “Fragments, 3”

A journal entry from years ago, my son is 12 now. His room had some paper on the floor around his study area. He was cutting words for an assignment, some first grade sight words for sorting. Somehow the words ended up on the floor. He had a small desk so maybe they fell offContinue reading “Fragments, 2”

“At some point, on our way to a new consciousness, we will have to leave the opposite bank, the split between the two mortal combatants somehow healed so that we are on both shores at once and, at once, see through serpent and eagle eyes. Or perhaps we will decide to disengage from the dominantContinue reading “Fragments, 1”

If you are on Twitter/X, you can ask Grok to make an animated version of you. They are hilarious and range from interesting to not-even-close, although I do like the one where I look like a Sailor Moon character. My son likes the Lego version. Somehow, in February and March of 2025, my nature photographyContinue reading “Social Matrices”

You are more than the labels that have been placed on to you. Your complexities and multiple dimensions make you unique in a human experience. You have within you the ability to set yourself free. Choose to believe. Choose love.

You are there, at the top of that hill. I have been waiting and wanting to see you there. That hill looks a bit dark but there is a winding road to get there. There is a way there that I had forgotten about. I was looking for that way to get there but IContinue reading “Dream ~ Npau Suav”

I like when the moon is visible when I am out hiking, running, jogging or just walking. The moon is not following me but it is there, as if saying hello, letting me know, it is there. You are so pretty. The moon is there. It is always there. We just do not always seeContinue reading “Moon Vibes”

I love Mother Nature. She speaks to me. Yesterday I completed 85 days into year 6 of putting my health first. I made me a priority and it was the best decision. I read back to when I first started my “fitness journey” that my goal weight is 150 and my dream weight is 145Continue reading “Staying Grounded”