Alignment does not mean that every day is sunshine and rainbows. Some days you will still need your support systems that uplift you to keep you aligned. Talk to someone who supports you unconditionally even when they may not fully understand what you are going through. Participate in what will keep you grounded: meditations, a walk in nature, running a few miles, drinking a cup of coffee or tea, a cuddle with a beloved companion, etc.. Be aware of the thoughts circulating in your head. Catch yourself in those modes of negative self talk and transmute them. Remind yourself that you are not lacking anything. Remind yourself that you are a divine being, it is your divine right to access your true divine being and sustain it.
When you are aligned, the universe will converse with you and guide you. Trust.
I was on my way to drop off my son to school and stopped to get some gas. My intent was $10. When I let go of the pump to stop the fuel, the digits read $9.99.
999 is completion and new beginnings to come. As endings close out, release is necessary. As release goes, new beginnings come. I was not feeling great yesterday. I spoke to my older sister about what I was feeling within. I felt unsettled being in transition. I spoke of how I had grown up in the west coast (California). I had built a life there and then let it all go. Then I started a new life in the midwest (Wisconsin). I rebuilt everything, it was great to many aspects. But again, I let all of it go to begin again. I currently reside in the east coast currently residing in the Carolinas.
Before I was an avid hiker and nature lover, I walked and biked. Taking pictures started as a way to capture moments for memories but now it is a passion I enjoy. I mostly capture nature now but I did take a lot selfies as a way to check in on me due to my health routine priorities in Wisconsin.
I am a selfie person but not quite like others. I was conditioned to please others. I had been through many ups and downs with weight until maintaining it better now. Acne and eczema didn’t help my self esteem. I did not believe that I was any kind of standard beauty. I did not see myself as beautiful nor did I feel complete or enough. If you look through my photos, I started filtering my photos with a soft touch. The first 6 photos were taken on a flip phone and then a Blackberry. The iPhones photos, Photos 7-9, have the soft touch filter. Photos 10-12 have no filter but were also taken with an iPhone. The first 5 were taken in California. The last 7 were taken in Wisconsin. Recent photos taken here in the Carolinas are in my first alignment post. I am beautiful. No filter necessary.
These yearly biometric reports were done as part of our health program in our school district while I was an educator there at the time. 
I was and still am a perfectionist at times. 
School IDs are not great but I like this one. I will have to do a comparison of other school IDs so that you can see the difference when making your health a priority. 
I used to run a few miles after work and take a selfie. 
Pre calisthenics workout photo.
I am in transition. My alignment is really good but as I continue to align and ascend to even higher levels of consciousness and vibration, higher levels of being is yet to come. I do not have all the answers nor is everything all figured out, but I am doing well.
I mentioned in previous posts about the shaman journey and the twin flame journey as well as other life happenings. It is as if I have already lived several lifetimes in this one iteration. Time is not linear so my stories are segmented. Each are parts to a continuing saga. I have been putting my memoirs on hold for over fifteen years. I had wanted to finish them but something kept telling me it was not time. I understand why now. It was not ready yet. It is still happening. Someday, my memoirs will be published in a book titled The Villain that Does Not Die.
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